and the prodigal sons does not learn

What have i done!!!?????

How can i rot my life away like this!!

This is not right.. time after time, i've disapppointed myself and my parents.. why cant i change..

I would take time to reflect, but time is wad i dont have..

Severing ties with some while bonding new ties with others..

I keep on saying this but i never take action..

Things are different now, things will change.. It MUST change. this is my resolve.

Though i do not know for better or for worst. We shall see wad becomes of me..