you cant break my heart, its liquid. it melted the moment i saw you

ok.. so last nite's post was a bit short.. i wanted to write more but had to stop cause had to drink. tonite is drinking session again.. i've overspent my money and i think i shall start living a monk's life soon.

how did i spent my money? i'm curios too.. mostly on booze, entertainment and food. why do i drink so much? 1, its cold here.. 2, i got entangled in a drama which quite frankly is a bit stressful at times.. but i cannot not do anything about it..

when 1 or your close friend is in trouble, you must help out.. and so i got into this mess.. whooaa.. the drama that follows.. no need to pay money to watch hong kong tvb anymore... i bought 270 dollars worth of liquer.. that is rm810.. dies.. 1 tequila(finish last nite), 1 JD, 1 glenfiddich, 1 smirnoff, 1 moet and chandon, 1 medium dry sherry, and 1 port.

met really fun ppl here.. which is great.. otherwise my life will be boring.. but the same fun ppl is also the drama.. to like or not to like? will i like or will i not like? should i like or should i just leave it? i hate it when i can always give great advice to ppl, be able to help them.. but when it falls upon me i crash.. sucks aint it.

i've been tru my fair share of drama as well.. man it was stressful.. but i'm lucky, cause i always have great friends to help me tru my problems.. but now i'm in adelaide, friends are scattered all over the world.. i just cant get friends to go out on short notice..

while jerome is here, i dont think i can rely on him too much.. he's been kind enough to allow me to stay with him and his brother without rent.. i'm using their internet also.. eat their food, although i do cook for them as well..

need move out soon.. have my own place, then i can emo, cry, stress, wadever i want to do without ppl knowing.. i havent emo enough yet.. classes start next week.. have i told you that every monday is drinking session in class for me?? i have this subject, aesthetics of wine.. basically, we study wine.. and yes, we drink while studying.. i wonder how many students will be left standing after class.. ahahha.. i shall update again on this matter.. i would love to take pictures in class for u guys to see.. but le cordon bleu has strict policies about photographing in class.. need permission 1..

ok.. have to clean my section of the room.. clothes that needs to be kept..